Egads, that last entry was rather boring. I suppose it reflects the boredom I was experiencing at the time. Oh, for the record, for the weblog, I'm gonna try to stick as close to the truth as I can. Utter honesty and candid thinking. Uncolored by worry of other people's perceptions of who I am. I think it takes some effort to work against the natural(?) tendency to put on a face. Can that self-consciousness ever be dealt with fully? I think so, but it's not easy, and probably takes help from God too. My mom once told me that I think too much. I agree with her. Sometimes I feel sort of like a psychologist. I analyse and mull over possible motives, desires, rationales, thoughts, reasons, and roots; of myself and of others. It gets so tiring. Many times I say to myself, "Self, you don't have to be a Christian psychologist." The Pet Shop Boys are grrrrrreat! Kids, even if a bit self-centered, have got to be the most self-unaware people on the planet. The younger they are, the more unaware. Yeah. I just wanna be like that, and let the the good, the bad, and the ugly truth all hang out. It's scary, but I think its better than keeping everything hidden away inside, or even worse, painting a false picture of who we are. No big deal though, that's why planet earth is so great. Many, many people struggle with the same things, so we're definently not alone in facing these things. Anyway, if you're into identifying underlying this-n'-that's, you'll probably notice a great deal of introspection and junk like that on my page. I tend to write like that. See ya soon, compadre.